| oh! Mr.Wilson...... |
[25 Apr 2006|07:21pm] |
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you cant always get what you want......
no you cant always get what you want.....
but if you try sometimes....
you just might find.....
you just might find.....
you get what you need.....
Just got off work broke already... its horrible yes i know but then again so is your breath (is there an "e" at the end of that.... who give a fuck.) well im outie 5000 coheed bitches
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| the end of the world is coming do you know where life is going |
[25 Jan 2006|02:58am] |
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EXTRA! EXTRA! READ ALL ABOUT IT!
Yes thats right boys and girls the end of the world is approaching find a hole and get in it if that will even help probably not get some tp and some bottled water you also might want to get your pot seeds handy just incase you make it... got to get high some time well this was me reminding everyone...
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| kotton mouth kings |
[20 May 2005|09:03pm] |
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sitting at mitchz mommys crib love hopefully going to get drunk with the boys bleh yeah full throttle
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[16 May 2005|01:05pm] |
yeah so im back at my moms its alright ive been alot more sober which i guess is a good thing i got up at six thirty by some guy i dont know it was terrible im tired emily came and seen me the other day it was nice i think i yelled at her the other day im an ass I try not to be I almost cried when i seen her ok so i did a lil bit i love that girl... well im outie lil nigha
<3 me some emily
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[13 May 2005|11:35am] |
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good bye
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| fuck you |
[13 May 2005|10:28am] |
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if I was to tell you how much i loved you it wouldnt fucking matter you dont listen to me you never did shit changes alot i never thought shit would go down like this you have called things alot worse then a dumb bitch emily alot fucking worse to my fucking face if you were there it would of never fucking happened you know that as well as i youve killed self esteem over and over again and i go back on my fucking hands and knees like the dag you wanted to me to be you hit dog long enough its lible to turn im going to hurt myself a whole bunch after this a whole bunch i dont no where im goign to live either prolly try to go to my moms which they proolly wont let me so im homeless girlless and fucking confused thanks i so this is what friends are for i guess i brought this on myself well thats what everybody else is going to say im jus going to blame everyone else i think im going to fucking puke this is fucking crazy what the fuck i dont even know what else to say i wish i wouldnt of left home i should of finished high schoolive done neglected everyone one that matter and stuck on like a fucking leech to people who dont i guess its all that bad blood was i everything you thought i was i hope i dissapointed you i even thought you might of been something special which you had me blinded there for a minute but like i say drugs alter ones perception bite to break skin do you remember the thing i told you about the biting threw skin for love well i aint going to fucking try it.......
IF IM JUST BAD NEWS THERE YOUR A FUCKIN LIAR...
(p.s.) its just that every six months something has to change this time it was dirty is out of the picture so....
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| lovers and friends |
[12 May 2005|12:55pm] |
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This is a forgery, this is a forgery.
Every single word is plagiarized.
Copied twice and thrice inscribed.
This is a forgery
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She had a history of killing herself
I had a habit of dying
I think she gave me something to live for
I guess I helped her pass the time
And I had a vision of seeing things straight
She had the heart of a liar
I never saw her leave me once
She never felt me beside her
It's cruel but she's got a good hold on me
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i could blow my fucking brains out
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[10 May 2005|12:59pm] |
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LJ IS SO STUPID!!!!!!!!!!! baby
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| huh think twice now before getting out of the car wont cha.....stupid bithc! |
[06 May 2005|01:51am] |
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Yeah so I got into a fight with smoothy and this big ass jason guy it was something else let me tell ya naw but for some "grown ass men" they hit like bitches... smoothy going get whats coming to him though you better beleive that its to bad his faggot ass aint got an lj i ate that shit like fucking breakfeast.. with a smile pa pa pa pussy ass niggaz...
naw but i got this right ass bat for them cant wait....
i wanna say I hate my life and what ive become but hey its not all that bad i still got my boys the love of my life lives next door and i get stoned erry day its just cause my nose hurts though its a lil bit bigger then it once was... wonder why... smoothy imma kill you mos def i got something for you...
I went and got like two job apps today hurray me i filled em out waiting for tomorrow to turn them in me shane and james are doing some landscaping in grandmas yard this saturday its going to be that shit she is letting us plant grapes and an apple tree and whatever the fuck else we want but still GRAPES the whole point behind this is so we can trip on cs this summer in her yard and actually pick grapes and eat em off the vines
there is a funny story behind it
just got back from emilys house had a lovely lovely time she passed out though she always does i think im a head to the bed (rhyme) here shortly... I cant believe he punched me in the face I did hit him with a bat though all in all it was a draw i guess it over though...arg..............
I love you emily* <3... for like a whole year (blushes)
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[02 May 2005|10:46pm] |
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and again i go unnoticed..
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[02 May 2005|03:11pm] |
"You're So Last Summer"
She said
"don't, don't let it go to your head
Boys like you are a dime a dozen,
Boys like you are a dime a dozen"
She said
"you're a touch overrated,
you're a lush and I hate it
but these grass stains on my knees
they won't mean a thing"
And all I (all I)
Need to know (need to know)
Is that I'm something you'll be missing
(is that I'm something that you're missing)
(maybe I should hate for this)
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that far
(maybe I should hate for this)
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that...
I'd never lie to you
Unless I had to
I'll do what I got to
Unless I had to
I'll do what I got to, the truth
is you could slit my throat
And with my one last gasping breath
I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt
And all I (all I)
Need to know (need to know)
Is that I'm something you'll be missing
(is that I'm something that you're missing)
(maybe I should hate for this)
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that far
(maybe I should hate for this)
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that...
Cause I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions
This'll be last chance you get to drop my name
Cause I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions
This'll be last chance you get to drop my name
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (Maybe I should...)
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (...hate you for this)
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (Maybe I should...)
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (...hate you for this)
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (Maybe I should...)
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (...hate you for this)
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (Maybe I should...)
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar (...hate you for this)
Maybe I should hate you for this
(If only you knew half as much as you pretend to)
Maybe I should hate you for this
(If only you knew half as much as you pretend to)
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[29 Apr 2005|01:25pm] |
"Bike Scene"
I'll leave the lights down low
so she knows I mean business
And maybe we could talk this over
Cause I could be your best bet
Let alone your worst ex
And let alone your worst...
I wanna hate you so bad
But I can't (but I can't) stop this
anymore than you can
So honestly, how could you say those things
when you know they don't mean anything
And you know very well
that I can't keep my hands to myself,
hands to myself
I wanna hate you so bad
But I can't (but I can't) stop this
anymore than you can
This is all wrong and it shows
There's certain things I promised not to let you know,
(I've got a silly way of keepin me up on the edge of my seat,
I've got a silly way of keepin me up on the...)
not to let you know
I never, never...
You've got this silly way
of keeping me on the edge of my seat
But you're only counting the clock against the train
And I'm miserable, oh
(I've got a silly way of keepin me up on the edge of my seat,
I've got a silly way of keepin me up on the...)
And you're just getting started
I'm miserable, oh
You've got me right where you want me
(let's never talk) Let's never talk, let's never,
let's never talk about this again because...
I didn't want it to mean that much to me
I didn't want it to mean that much to me
I didn't want it to mean that much to me
I didn't want it to mean that much to me
Anyway... yeah
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| the fragile |
[28 Apr 2005|01:46pm] |
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she shines
in a world full of ugliness
she matters
when everything is meaningless
fragile
she doesn't see her beauty
she tries to get away
sometimes
it's just that nothing seems worth saving
i can't watch her slip away
i won't let you fall apart
i won't let you fall apart
i won't let you fall apart
i won't let you fall apart
she reads the minds of all the people as they pass her by
hoping someone will see
if i could fix myself i'd -
but it's too late for me
i won't let you fall apart
i won't let you fall apart
i won't let you fall apart
i won't let you fall apart
we'll find the perfect place to go where we can run and hide
i'll build a wall and we can keep them on the other side
...but they keep waiting
...and picking...
...and picking...
...and picking...
...and picking...
...and picking...
...and picking...
...and picking...
...and picking...
...and picking...
...and
(it's something i have to do)
i won't let you fall apart (i was there, too)
i won't let you fall apart (before everything else)
i won't let you fall apart (i was like you)
i won't let you fall apart
im stealing shanes style
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| not for real real jus for play play |
[27 Apr 2005|03:45pm] |
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popcorn playa no but for how high is an awesome movie
i think im done with the lj thing i know im not but still i like to complain
i love you emily;)
dont start no shit! dun dun dun dun... wont be no shit! dun dun dun dun...
man im bout to kill me a mother fucker
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| thug life |
[21 Apr 2005|02:39pm] |
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the shit has hit the fan
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[20 Apr 2005|11:53pm] |
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happy four-twenty
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| guys are stupid |
[17 Apr 2005|07:05pm] |
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oh ciara luda |
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there is to much testoserone in the room imma use spell check for that word by the way
girl
<3
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